Need some help. Something terrible happened last night. Few days ago I was drunk asf and idiotically posted a nude of myself. I’m 21 and was looking for an adult woman to talk to. I was on a bender and had my notifications turned off so I lowkey forgot about it until last night. Hopped on to immediately delete it at like 1am but checked my messages first and some random person had sent me like 20 vids of ch**d p**n. It was NOT asked for. I clicked on the first image just to see what it was and it was a young boy of about 10 getting assaulted. It traumatized me. Once I saw it was a child, I immediately blocked and reported the account. I haven’t slept at all because I have OCD and the image is burned in my brain and I’m so sad and scared. Need some comfort. I knew the world was sick, I’ve seen plenty of gore in my childhood but this was so much more horrifying. Guess it’s the consequences of my actions for being drunk and posting a nude tho. Never thought someone would be so sick and just randomly send that stuff. I’m so messed up over this. I made a post explaining this earlier but I got paranoid the person would somehow find this post and like track my IP. I reported it to the cops too but they said they’re not sure if they can do anything with only a username cuz I’d deleted the pics. But I didn’t want it on my phone. But this person needs arrested asap. Has anyone had a similar experience and what helped?
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Need some help. Something terrible happened last night. Few days ago I was drunk asf and idiotically posted a nude of myself. I’m 21 and was looking for an adult woman to talk to. I was on a bender and had my notifications turned off so I lowkey forgot about it until last night. Hopped on to immediately delete it at like 1am but checked my messages first and some random person had sent me like 20 vids of ch**d p**n. It was NOT asked for. I clicked on the first image just to see what it was and it was a young boy of about 10 getting assaulted. It traumatized me. Once I saw it was a child, I immediately blocked and reported the account. I haven’t slept at all because I have OCD and the image is burned in my brain and I’m so sad and scared. Need some comfort. I knew the world was sick, I’ve seen plenty of gore in my childhood but this was so much more horrifying. Guess it’s the consequences of my actions for being drunk and posting a nude tho. Never thought someone would be so sick and just randomly send that stuff. I’m so messed up over this. I made a post explaining this earlier but I got paranoid the person would somehow find this post and like track my IP. I reported it to the cops too but they said they’re not sure if they can do anything with only a username cuz I’d deleted the pics. But I didn’t want it on my phone. But this person needs arrested asap. Has anyone had a similar experience and what helped?