Im lost
I’m having a very mixed feeling for a very long time I know I know you are tired from hearing people complaining about their families
It’s just all the time no matter what when im around my dad my stomach always hurts and it feels like I’m worried about something all the time
Also he is never satisfied with anything i do he always has something to complain about or just drag me down to praise my sister
And when i get mad he gets mad that i got mad !!!
U see what’s happening!!?
It’s taking my energy and soul to live with him knowing he is not going to change
I kinda just gave up trying to make up love/like me
I’m okay with that I guess not every parent love / like the kids that they gave birth to
And no I can’t leave the house and live alone sorry
And yes I journal a LOT