We met on a dating app for teens. Im 17, hes 18. We're both metalheads and he has long voluptuous hair and he has like body pics on his acc and he's super buff and I got a bit of a crush on him in like a week lol.
I really like his music taste, the way he listens to all my ramblings like I'm not silly for obsessing over peculiar stuff and time flies by with him. He's got an adorable shy nerdy energy and when I touched his shoulder he actually got flustured, which is so cute. He's pretty stroong tooo agrgthghhh. But like looking at his face is genuinely a bit hard on the eyes. My whole life my close circle have made fun of all my crushes and I didn't give a shit, but now I actually see how people could judge me for dating this dude. I am genuinely worried for some reason. Genuinely. He's like... I do not want to say he's ugly, but most people would say he is. He's got weird lips shape and bad jawline and acne abd other shit. when we hung out people gave us weird looks. I don't know why I even care what people are gon thinkkk.
I feel bad for even caring that he doesn't look too attractive, but I can't not care... I don't know how to feel. Maybe my teenage girl crush is doomed idk. I'm never lucky with love. He hasn't been texting me for some time too .