I'm so scared to make the wrong decision.
I already have a 4 month old and now I'm 9 weeks pregnant again. Some would say the relationship with the dad is abusive but unfortunately I do love him, and cant seem to let it go.
I've had one abortion with him before including a miscarriage with twins, I was kind of a wreck and I ended up getting pregnant with my daughter , even tho I was breastfeeding I got pregnant now again less then 3 months postpartum. Our daughter is so amazing and I love her so much.
Even though the relationship is not stable and we're not really financially stable either. I cant stop thinking im going to really regret it.
Pros: My daughter will have a sibling (playmate) close in age, at my age this is about my last opportunity to have another one (even tho I dont really desire it)
Cons: Too many, I will sound awfully stupid if I mention them all.
Im just so scared that im really going to regret it and will fall into a bad place mentally and probably even just end up pregnant again .
Then again Im also scared of my mental health from going through another pregnancy with limited support.
They dont allow abortion in my state but I already have the pills I need and I only have about two more weeks to go through with it. HELP 😔