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Can you guys please help me out and like this post so I can get more karma :(

It’s for a very important reason I swear. I desperately need to post in subs related to the field I’m studying, but every time I post, my posts are deleted because my account has too little karma :(

Jazakom Allah khair!! To anyone who helps, may your prayers be answered and may you be rewarded in the afterlife 🤲

Al Salam Alaikom, good people 😁🤍

It hit me recently that at my grown age, I still don’t understand the Quran when I read it. So, I’ve been looking for YouTube videos that explain verse-by-verse, but I’ve had no luck so far. All the videos I find either explain the surah overall, or if it’s a verse-by-verse explanation then it only exists for the short surahs.

How did you guys learn the Quran? :,) If anyone can share any useful online sources (not necessarily YouTube) they know, I’d be really thankful and jazak Allah khair in advance. 🤍

Hello everyone!!

It’s been almost three months since I joined a new workplace as an intern, and I’m having a hard time adjusting with the people lol. They have started labeling me as, “the quiet one”, so I’ve been trying to break the ice and engage with them more.

Lately I’ve noticed that in all the conversations I’ve been having with the employees, I always get this awkward feeling that our conversations aren’t flowing with ease, and that there’s an energy of tension in the air…. I find myself subconsciously doing what I do when I’m in awkward situations, which is like a pursed smile, a duckface with a nod, or a thumbs up lol.

This mental cage I put myself in, is due to the fact I haven’t let my guard down around them yet. I don’t even know how they feel about me, so I keep all my talk polite and respectful, and I try to be casual but I think I come across as formal. I just don’t want to pretend we are old friends.

The people in here don’t think about what they do. They sing out loud, sigh loudly, complain openly, eat and drink, etc. But since I know I’m not employed, I don’t feel settled enough to do that.

Most conversations I have end up turning into lectures. I’ll ask a question, and they’ll go on long rants and explanations, which I enjoy!! But I worry they find it awkward and want reciprocation so they don’t feel like they’re babysitting.

I feel like even this block of text is awkward lol, I feel like I go from topic to topic because I forget where I was going with each point😵‍💫

That’s the rant thank you