u/LESBOlachrymae

how do i know if i'm addicted to something?

self harm, specifically.

but um like, i know addiction is when you can't function normally without something, yeah? i think?

And i can go almost a month without it, which is a decently long span. So thats not that bad. but after the thought gets in my head it gnaws at me and makes me feel sickly like i need it. to which i do it.

my life is full of stress, horror, pain, and sorrow, so much to me, and so much caused by me.

And I can't help but turn to darker methods of escape.

If nobody can help with that, than at least help me write a letter to my last trusted friend.