did it with a man for the first time
i am a 21 year old straight girl about a year into transitioning, and i hooked up with a guy i met at a bar recently! never been with a guy like that before so it was both nervewracking and exciting. did the whole vetting process obv, he took me out to eat first, he didn't set off any alarms and was rather sweet so i decided to fuck him.
and as much as i want to be all nonchalant and like "yeah it was alright i guess" no it was actually fucking amazing and i was so into it. it wasn't perfect obv, i had a small bout of dysphoria that i was honest with him about and he comforted me before we got right back into it. we did it a couple times throughout the night and cuddled and kissed inbetween and after. and yeah no it was so hot and awesome. i love being a bottom and i'm so like hopelessly into men i have no IDEA how i ever thought i was into women
i had a girlfriend like 3 years ago when i thought i was a straight man and sex to me always felt like a nightmare. it was something i always dreaded: i never came, i hated taking charge, and it felt so horrible. but i did it anyways because i thought it was "what i was supposed to do."
fast forward 3 years and one transition, sex is awesome ?? i never thought i'd think that and i'm very happy, it's something i actually want to do (constantly with my libido lol) and it's not just an obligation. it's just something i WANT to do and am EXCITED to. it's so awesome being a girl is amazing
also apparently i'm, to detail as little as possible, really good at oral. not gonna lie got a little gender euphoric when he complimented me on that anyway yeah idk i don't have anyone else to tell this to just wanna say sex is awesome being a girl is awesome ok bye see ya bye