Hey guys. I've been broken up with my ex partner for years now. And we've had no contact for about 2 months now. I decided to stop talking to her after asking for my spare car keys back, as her replies would just ask why do I need them when I have my own, and that she'll return them when I see her next but that's not gonna happen.
But even though I feel good, look better, eat better, sleep better. Everything is. just. better. I still miss her. All of it. It's fked up but I even miss her saying the most hurtful things to me. And because I miss her, I'm scared to even go on social media because I don't want a reminder of the woman that was the best and worst part of my life. Scared her profile will pop up or anything related to her. I'm a 32M and been through some adversities in my life but damn, I should be over this by now. Why aren't I?