Leaving for my F2F tomorrow
Mostly here to vent if you want me to be completely honest.
I’m leaving for my F2F tomorrow and have some very conflicted feelings. Personal stuff aside, on one hand, this has been a career I’ve been looking to get myself into quite literally for years. I think a big part of these feelings is due to me being with my current company for so long (pretty much my entire working career.) The anxiety of leaving everything here behind to start over. If the F2F doesn’t go well, that just seems like a learning experience however, somewhat discouraging if it is a bust. Especially after having to fly out there to partake. If I were to get it, all the more exciting but future prospects scare me. The living situation? Events I currently have planned I will need to possibly cancel? Etc etc.
This is my first time going through this entire process and making it this far. Applied to 🔻 once but never got through to a live person interview. As I’m packing, just feels like I’m going through a mid-life crisis with so many unknowns, and that part scares me! Extremely blessed to even take this opportunity and fully prepare to give it my all, but has anyone else been in this boat recently? The nerves are getting to me..