These wierd feelings that just don't go away....
Hiii Everyone... M29 here.. not really sure why I am posting this here, may be wanna share if having these feelings are absurd. I keep getting these feminine feelings and i couldn't help it and they keep coming so strong that i made some mistakes too.. they started when I was very young like 21 .. but not so strong like now and I used to ignore.. With time and age they grew up on me and were so strong that i couldn't bear them sometimes.. I wanted a man at that time to hug me, sleep with me, touch me and.. full na nannu nalipeyyali ededo cheseyyali ani oka strong feelings.. ala ani naku always ee gayish feelings undav.. but comes once a blue moon and they are so strong literally shakes me up .. sometimes I had to resort to some apps yo find a guy and tanatho chesi aa korika appatiki teerchukunna.. not always a few times..some guys were so romantic and i felt great but after the act i felt so guilty and bad.. chala wierd ga anipistadi.. not sure if my estrogen levels shoot up..even my body has girly curves which the situation much worse and these guys with whom I hooked up .. literally sobhanam chesesukunnaru happy ga.. I feel feel that pain in anal penetration too with lube ofcourse and enjoyed it... Now I don't know why I am saying all these.. these make me enjoyable and guilty after ...last time I had that strong urge again after many many days and couldn't help.. may be anduke ee post vestunnanemo.. ila inka evarikaina anipinchinda eppudaina.. is this absurd..is this ok.. lemme know..