I don’t think I want to breastfeed
Feeling guilty that I do not feel the desire to breastfeed. My 2 sisters who have children are both so passionate about breastfeeding, and all of the pregnant woman or newer moms in my life are the same way. I feel like something is wrong with me because I do not really want to. I have a plan to try, and if I still don’t love it or can’t produce I am ok with formula feeding. I talked to my OB about it, and he said formula has come a long way and even if my baby just gets colostrum at first and then we switch to formula, that would be good. Idk it just seems like a lot of work, it grosses me out to think about it (sorry if that’s blunt) and the pumping aspect of it just really scares me. I’m afraid that it will hurt, I don’t want to be the sole feeder, and I am also scared I will be anxious about not know exactly how much baby ate.