Is there a way out of this?
I have always been anxious and considered shy and quiet by people, but recently it's been getting so much worse that I barely get out of the house.
There was a small kinda religious gathering on our street and I didn't want to go, obviously, but my mother insisted and I figured it would be fine.
Oh, how naive of me. The minute I saw the crowd, the music from the speakers, I couldn't even take my eyes off the ground. I stayed for like a few seconds and just put my head down and rushed home.
It was so rude and embarrassing but I was sweating and my heart beat was so quick.
I didn't know what to do. My mom came after me and asked me to go out again and have some food and I had to go out and shamelessly eat.
How am I going to function in society? That was so indescribably rude.
I wanted to vent to my friend but she ghosted me after a very dry text even though I'm always there for her.
I get it could be for a variety of resons but this happens quite a lot and I don't know.
I just feel hurt.