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So I've been smoking for 10 years now. What started as a fun time with the homies has turned into something that is ruining my life. I've known for a while now that I need to quit. I quit back in 2024 for 2 months and after a bad day at work I slipped and just never quit. I have made numerous attempts since then but obviously they all have failed. When I don't have it, all I do is think about it and think about ways to get some, even if I don't have the money. I've tried to tell myself I can control it but I know that I can't. I guess what I'm looking for is advice on how to WANT to quit if that makes sense. The crazy part is I know very well how it's ruining my life and I just keep doing it. Also if anyone out there knows of any group chats or anything that are 24 hours I would greatly appreciate it. All of my friends are stoners who don't plan on quitting any time soon so it would really help to have a group of people or even a single person to talk to and check in with when the cravings get too loud. Thanks in advance to anyone who can help.