My life is over and I can’t see any way past it and I’m scared.
So I’m 14M have extreme ocd and intrusive thought and I have this same intrusive thought over and over and it’s the worst one ever it’s like do u want to r infinity babies and so whenever I have these thought before I had to shake my head to disagree with them but recently I had an intrusive thought where I thought it said do u not want to instead of do u want to so I moved my head up and down but the actual thought was do u want to and now I feel like my life is over I just had gotten better before this and started to feel like myself again but now I just see no happiness anymore I mean Jesus Christ how will I get past this I just don’t see any way out and I mean it was an accident but the thought is so bad and the number is so big I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore.