u/Key_Ground_374

Ang sakit isipin that even my death wouldn’t clear all my debts. I’m just passing on the burden to my loved ones.

I am drowning in debt, might lose my home, no insurance, no life plan. Today is another bad day, naiisip ko na naman gusto ko na lang mawala sa mundong ‘to pero shortly after that maiisip ko na wala akong maiiwan sa pamilya ko kundi utang.

Ayoko na. Nakakapagod.
Yung mga kumobra ng malaki sa kaban ng bayan, ambunan nyo naman ako ng kahit isang milyon para mawala na lahat ng utang ko.

I just need to have an outlet right now because I’m so overwhelmed with life. Yung feeling na parang di nauubos yung mga dagok sa buhay?

F31, living with my partner for 7 years. Baon sa utang (loans, maxed out credit cards), may immediate family na laging naoospital every year.

And everytime nafi-feel ko na nakakabawi kami paunti unti financially, may bago na namang dagok na darating.

My partner was diagnosed with pneumonia (suspected TB) and was confined for a week last week. We’re continuing treatment at home.

We’re both VAs and he hasn’t been able to work for almost a month now. His stepdad is staying with us to help me at home (cleaning the house, mamalengke, cooking, taking care of our dogs) while I work at night and taking care of my partner 24/7.

Yung mother nya ay working abroad pero marami rin syang binabayarang utang, thankfully nakapag share sya ng 50% ng hospital bill para madischarge kami. Pero tbh nakakadagdag sya ng stress ko kasi ang dami nyang gustong ipasubok at ipabili na mga herbal, kontra sa mga pinapainom na gamot ng doktor, magpalbularyo, mga tiktok vids na mga nagpopromote ng mga gamot/supplements etc

Yung mga collection agencies handling our overdue bank loan and unpaid credit cards ay nangungulit din.

I am so worried, scared, tired, overwhelmed physically, emotionally, financially, mentally. Can’t help but think again na pag nasurvive namin tong challenge na to, what next?