u/Key_Cauliflower6373

chronically online semi-loser since the age of 5 who wants to feel connection/being cared for or just somebody to talk to. i love gaming and music but im also familiar with many stuff/niches lets talk :3

more about me: i was left alone for 9-12+ hours a day in my childhood just surfing the internet and eating, i did go to school and i did have friends in most stages of my life. i never loved my family or felt loved especially in the more recent years (my dad has type cluster b personality issues) and i was treated like shit. i moved to finland about five months ago and i do have friends but it still feels shallow and like nobody cares about me. enough with the pity party, im still motivated to get my stuff together but right now i want to cope. anyways lets be friends :>

chronically online semi-loser since the age of 5 who wants to feel connection/being cared for or just somebody to talk to. im familiar with many stuff/niches lets talk :3

ive felt very lonely recently and i dont really have anyone i can talk to about it. i just want somebody to talk to about anything.

i moved to finland a few months ago, i do go to school and i have friends but it feels shallow and short lived, i feel really deprived of human connection and care considering how much i resent my family for being so hostile and stupid.

i had just turned 17 a few months ago and moved to finland 5 months ago coming from the philippines. from the age of 5 i was hooked to the internet and i was chronically online at a very young age, i lived with my grandma, i still had friends at most stages of my life except my highschool years, fast forward to 2021 when my grandma had to leave due to some family drama, my mom and dad were more involved in my life and i really didnt like them especially my dad because he has type b cluster personality stuff. i didnt mind most of these years, i was distracted by games or hobbies. back to the present, i do go to school and have a few friends but it feels shallow and short lived, i want to feel connection and being wanted or cared for, i resent my family as well and plan on moving out whenever possible. nobody i know i could talk to online or offline so i decided to resort to reddit. i feel my heart breaking more and more as i see so many people be it online or offline with someone they enjoy or love.

i had just turned 17 a few months ago and moved to finland 5 months ago coming from the philippines. from the age of 5 i was hooked to the internet and i was chronically online at a very young age, i lived with my grandma, i still had friends at most stages of my life except my highschool years, fast forward to 2021 when my grandma had to leave due to some family drama, my mom and dad were more involved in my life and i really didnt like them especially my dad because he has type b cluster personality stuff. i didnt mind most of these years, i was distracted by games or hobbies. back to the present, i do go to school and have a few friends but it feels shallow and short lived, i want to feel connection and being wanted or cared for, i resent my family as well and plan on moving out whenever possible. nobody i know i could talk to online or offline so i decided to resort to reddit. i feel my heart breaking more and more as i see so many people be it online or offline with someone they enjoy or love.