Long term relationship
ive been with my bf since we were 15. were 22 now. two weeks ago i ended things with him and moved out of his family home where i lived with him. i had to leave because he did not treat me how i deserved. he was never there, didnt prioritise me and didnt think of me. i lasted two days before he texted me and we talked and were trying again. we have never broken up before. ive had themes of ROCD in the past but now that were trying again its way worse. hes promised me everything i have ever wanted and hes mostly following through but there just hasnt been enough time for me to see real change. i am stuck in constant thought loops and i dont know how to stop. i cannot tell the difference between real valid concerns and OCD thoughts. Were both in very difficult parts of our lives in other aspects as well. i wont see him this week either until friday because he's on a course.