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okay so my Q supposedly has about 9mos clean. i got a weird feeling that i haven’t had all that time. those 9mos came after about a year of constant relapses.
i looked through some things. a while ago, i found a 5ml syringe, a blunt fill needle, a small bottle of sterile water, and a mg scale. he said he was going to make adrafinil capsules and i left it alone because nothing felt weird. but looking back i dont feel like that makes sense. why would you need a liquid to make capsules…
today, i found all of those things, but a much bigger bottle of sterile water. in addition, a large bottle of rubbing alcohol (both bottles over half empty), a large syringe with about 5ml of clear liquid in it with a blunt fill needle attached, syringe filters, and what looks like a wax warmer (we don’t use those).
he does have a bunch of different supplements that come in powders that i’m assuming he would want to put in capsules. but i feel like none of that really correlates to that.
can somebody please tell me if there’s any other logical explanation for all of that other than a relapse? his behavior hasn’t really changed lately, but i can’t think of anything else.