u/KeyElephant4589

i’m the alpha
the omega
i’m a god
i am justice
see i’ve created multiple universes
with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic
and no pain
ones where there is pain
but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like i deserve love
ones where i’m the protector
where i’m the villain, the victim,
the queen, the jester, the rogue

ones where i’m not even me
i’m any gender
any appearance
any age
some where i’m no longer human
but something greater

places so vivid that
i can’t speak of them
because words alone
would ruin their beauty
worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room
inside the 4 walls of my skull
inside the 4 walls of my brain cells

i’m the alpha
the omega
i’m a god
i am justice
see i’ve created multiple universes
with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic
and no pain
ones where there is pain
but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like i deserve love
ones where i’m the protector
where i’m the villain, the victim,
the queen, the jester, the rogue

ones where i’m not even me
i’m any gender
any appearance
any age
some where i’m no longer human
but something greater

places so vivid that i can’t speak of them
because words alone would ruin their beauty
worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room
inside the 4 walls of my skull
inside the 4 walls of my brain cells

i’m the alpha
the omega
i’m a god
i am justice
see i’ve created multiple universes
with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic
and no pain
ones where there is pain
but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like i deserve love
ones where i’m the protector
where i’m the villain, the victim,
the queen, the jester, the rogue

ones where i’m not even me
i’m any gender
any appearance
any age
some where i’m no longer human
but something greater

places so vivid that i can’t speak of them
because words alone would ruin their beauty
worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room
inside the 4 walls of my skull
inside the 4 walls of my brain cells

i’m the alpha
the omega
i’m a god
i am justice
see i’ve created multiple universes
with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic
and no pain
ones where there is pain
but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like i deserve love
ones where i’m the protector
where i’m the villain, the victim,
the queen, the jester, the rogue

ones where i’m not even me
i’m any gender
any appearance
any age
some where i’m no longer human
but something greater

places so vivid that
i can’t speak of them
because words alone
would ruin their beauty
worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room
inside the 4 walls of my skull
inside the 4 walls of my brain cells

i am a starchild

born of dust from space

thoughts race like lightyears

buzzin’ and i feel out of place

throughout my whole life,

my best friends were the sun, moon, and stars

i think i might be an alien from mars

time to run home to Area 51

like Icarus, i get too close to the sun

fly me to the moon

dusk, dawn, midnight, or noon

the stars will always twinkle

the planets will always spin

and on nights like these,

the black holes seem to win

Houston, we have a problem

and it’s the world

we’ve abused her, polluted her,

scourged her resources, too

major tom, planet earth is no longer blue

starman was my hero

now he’s back on our home galaxy

back where there is no gravity

and i’ve felt so much agony

since the loss of him and the purple one

it rains every day

the doves cry and

i wear my raspberry beret

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VERY old poem written by me on 8/23/2019. one where i actually rhyme lol. RIP david bowie and prince. 10 years later and it really does feel like the timeline shifted after they left us.

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/MDFfBpuWW0

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/WazAmiBdXI

it’s like the earth has awakened overnight
and everything has come alive

the flowers are abloom
the colors beautiful and bright

the kudzu has blanketed the buildings
and the wind is whispering

but i’m so barren and empty
the loneliness has enveloped me

a tight embrace i can’t dismiss
there’s a dark puddle
that leads to the abyss

my reflection is muddled
my questions echo
it’s the the black mirror i kiss

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wrote this in late march after realizing how quickly the earth blossomed overnight. the week before everything was so bare and i felt like i should be happy. everything was so beautiful, but i still felt down like how i felt all winter.

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/OZXGjdlk9o

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/WUTAAHbBun

it’s like the earth has awakened overnight
and everything has come alive

the flowers are abloom
the colors beautiful and bright

the kudzu has blanketed the buildings
and the wind is whispering

but i’m so barren and empty
the loneliness has enveloped me

a tight embrace i can’t dismiss
there’s a dark puddle
that leads to the abyss

my reflection is muddled
my questions echo
it’s the the black mirror i kiss

————————————————————————
wrote this in late march after realizing how quickly the earth blossomed overnight. the week before everything was so bare and i felt like i should be happy. everything was so beautiful, but i still felt down like how i felt all winter.

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/OZXGjdlk9o

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/WUTAAHbBun

i’m kinda like:

a nun who isn’t religious

or a monk who doesn’t

believe in anything

an addict with no drug supply

just sober and asexual

because i deny myself

earthly pleasures

as a child i

lost my innocence

from overexposure

saw what drugs could do

saw what god didn’t do

a hermit’s life for me

is what’s happened

3 decades old and

nothing to show for it besides:

debt for a degree

i never finished

some dead end jobs

no relationships that last

even a year

no sex for 4 years

barely any friends

just me, myself, and i

eating fast food and

reading fanfiction

to fulfill the hole inside me

that alcohol once filled briefly

but i restrained myself

all i do is restrain myself

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i have trauma from things like drugs, relationships, sex, p0rn, etc. so now i basically live like a hermit. i’m like an observer and don’t really live in my own life it feels like. there’s no real organization to this poem, i just wrote what came to mind while reflecting on my current reality.

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/Bp1v2lr8jE

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/iEOFgHqqSm

i’m kinda like

a nun who isn’t religious

or a monk who doesn’t

believe in anything

an addict with no drug supply

just sober and asexual

because i deny myself

earthly pleasures

as a child i

lost my innocence

from overexposure

saw what drugs could do

saw what god didn’t do

a hermit’s life for me

is what’s happened

3 decades old and

nothing to show for it besides:

debt for a degree

i never finished

some dead end jobs

no relationships that last

even a year

no sex for 4 years

barely any friends

just me, myself, and i

eating fast food and

reading fanfiction

to fulfill the hole inside me

that alcohol once filled briefly

but i restrained myself

all i do is restrain myself

i’m kinda like

a nun who isn’t religious

or a monk who doesn’t

believe in anything

an addict with no drug supply

just sober and asexual

because i deny myself

earthly pleasures

as a child i

lost my innocence

from overexposure

saw what drugs could do

saw what god didn’t do

a hermit’s life for me

is what’s happened

3 decades old and

nothing to show for it besides

debt for a degree

i never finished

some dead end jobs

no relationships that last

even a year

no sex for 4 years

barely any friends

just me, myself, and i

eating fast food and

reading fanfiction

to fulfill the hole inside me

that alcohol once filled briefly

but i restrained myself

all i do is restrain myself

i’m kinda like

a nun who isn’t religious

or a monk who doesn’t believe in anything

an addict with no drug supply

just sober and asexual because i deny myself

earthly pleasures

as a child i

lost my innocence

from overexposure

saw what drugs could do

saw what god didn’t do

a hermit’s life for me

is what’s happened

3 decades old and

nothing to show for it besides

debt for a degree i never finished

some dead end jobs

no relationships that last even a year

no sex for 4 years

barely any friends

just me, myself, and i

eating fast food and

reading fanfiction

to fulfill the hole inside me

that alcohol once filled briefly

but i restrained myself

all i do is restrain myself

i’m the alpha

the omega

i’m a god

i am justice

i’ve created multiple universes

with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic

and no pain

ones where there is pain

but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like

i deserve love

ones where i’m the protector

places so vivid that

i can’t speak of them

because words alone

would ruin their beauty

worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room

inside the 4 walls of my skull

inside the 4 walls of my brain cells

i’m the alpha

the omega

i’m a god

i am justice

i’ve created multiple universes

with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic

and no pain

ones where there is pain

but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like

i deserve love

ones where i’m the protector

places so vivid that

i can’t speak of them

because words alone

would ruin their beauty

worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room

inside the 4 walls of my skull

inside the 4 walls of my brain cells

i dream of pink sand beaches

sirens lure me with their screeches

i fear this is the end

once again burnin the midnight oil

for no reason other than my own toil

i get the words wrong and the actions too

might as well stop tryin ‘cause i’ll always be a fool

feels like i’m too much, but never enough

can’t seem to find a single diamond in the rough

can’t comprehend why i feel this

i was thrust into this place

with a spirit unmatching this face

i am ancient

i am one

i am all

i am nothing

i’m the alpha

the omega

i’m a god

i am justice

i’ve created multiple universes

with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic

and no pain

ones where there is pain

but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like

i deserve love

ones where i’m the protector

places so vivid that

i can’t speak of them

because words alone

would ruin their beauty

worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room

inside the 4 walls of my brain cells

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/BgsD0M5ORj

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/CS3IYS60lE

i’m the alpha

the omega

i’m a god

i am justice

i’ve created multiple universes

with beautiful worlds

ones where there’s magic

and no pain

ones where there is pain

but it pays off magically

ones where i can feel like

i deserve love

ones where i’m the protector

places so vivid that

i can’t speak of them

because words alone

would ruin their beauty

worlds that only exist

inside the 4 walls of my room

inside the 4 walls of my skull

inside the 4 walls of my brain cells