my past posts provide some context
my partner has been in the ICU for a month. he is now fully conscious with a traumatic brain injury, and will be in physical therapy for some time.
during our time separated i’ve come to the conclusion that i need to be alone. i’m severely traumatized from his attempt, i don’t see a successful romantic relationship for us. i love him dearly and making that decision has been so extremely painful.
as of now we have had a few text conversations, all is positive. and that’s very difficult because i myself am not feeling positive about anything.
i was just told that his psychiatrist has advised that i cannot end the relationship at this time, he cannot take on those news.
im so fucking scared and confused. how do i continue to speak to him feeling how i feel. i am not one to lie or pretend and this is so confusing and frustrating and scary. i don’t know what to do.
any advise is greatly appreciated.