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So when I use chat gbt i have some projects with specific prompts and resources to optimise the ai performance. But it seems to repeat it self and I don’t know if the model could handle big chunks of pdf files or recall them when i open a new page in the same project!

I seriously am now doing things my own because this thing is stupid!

You know I also see it saying too many things all at a time and i want it to just say the summary and act like a human but I don’t know what to write and where in specific! Do u guys write at the genral personalisation section or project personalisation? And how do you form the prompts??

I constantly feel like I’m playing a version of myself instead of actually being myself.

Around people, I get overwhelmed. I mask being funny or interested, even when I’m not. I fake laugh just to keep things comfortable. And because of that, I end up feeling disconnected from myself in most social situations.

It feels like my neutral personality is “too much,” so I adjust to be accepted. But when someone does understand me, I instantly feel overly connected like everything I’ve been holding back just drops at once.

I also notice I connect way easier with “weird” people. Normal interactions just feel draining.

At the same time, I don’t think masking is completely bad. Sometimes it feels necessary. Being fully authentic all the time doesn’t work either, because people aren’t always genuine. Showing too much of yourself can backfire.

But thinking this way has also made me feel like I’m not really enjoying life or being myself.

For example, I visited someone today, and their neighbor is someone I used to be close with. I brought them food to break the tension between us. But I felt guilty, because part of my intention was strategic not just “being nice,” but also making things easier for future interactions.

I don’t think that’s wrong. I’ve been too independent my whole life, never asking for help, so I’m trying to change that. Still, I didn’t feel like myself.

I felt like I had to act soft, maintain eye contact, and behave a certain way. I even felt weirdly submissive just because they were receiving something from nice me.

They were just enjoying the food.

But I felt embarrassed for even being nice.

So I don’t know.

Do you guys mask to stay balanced?

Or do you only act like yourself around certain people?