Found out my ex is pregnant
I don’t honestly the best place to go for this stuff and I don’t want to talk to my family. I broke up with my ex last June. We were together for two years, one not I accidentally went to check if she set her alarm and there was messages left open of her and another guy. Talking about how they loved each other and shit. Next morning I moved back in with my mom and I spent two weeks trying to figure out if I should end it all while she begged me not to. I decided I couldn’t forgive her so I ended it and blocked her on everything. She honestly first and only person I know I loved. I’ve spent the last year trying to get over her. A few months back I found out from a mutual friend she was with someone else and I didn’t care. I thought that meant I was over her. Until I found she was pregnant today. It bothers me, it makes me sick. She has a little girl from a previous relationship that I adore, that I planned on adopting. Now I’m sitting thinking about how this guy gets to step in and be a father to both of them not me and It bothers me so much.