Need advice
me (20F) and my boyfriend (21M) of 1 year (basically almost 5 years if we dont include our childish breakups which we would hangout almost immedi after like nothings changed) just broke up a few days ago and i dont know how to handle it as it seems like a forever one. He ended up going to a physologist a few days before hand and i guess he got some clarity on our relationship snd his self worth.
extra info: We haven’t had sex in a good while or acted sexually either mostly on my part as it became more and more like a pressured task than something im allowed to enjoy myself. Last time we almost tried to do something i completely broke down crying and i guess that ate him up. He ended up stating that we should stay friends and i agreed but i dont know if i can ever heal if we stay in contact straight after but im scraed if we stop talking ill never get to see him again.