Brain tricking itself
So my journey has been ok, first weeks a bunch of weight now a more steady pace and sometimes it crosses my mind "I could do this without medication" but then, a day or two before I have to take my dose I feel that again, that ridiculous need of having something when I already ate enough and it hits me, I've tried without medication before 😅 many years, many attempts and this is the only thing that seems to work.
It's quite early still but sometimes I think my brain forgets that this control is not coming from it, its coming from the medication haha