I'm male 16 and have been watching since the age of 13. I have tried multiple times to stop but just couldn't maximum I reached was 2 weeks. It all started when I broke with my 8th grade girlfriend since I was never affectionate to anyone before after we broke up I filled the gap she left with porn and I realized the more I have contact with actual women I recover faster but here is the problem. I'm Muslim and it has been around 3 months since I took religion as my top priority and one of the things I did was cut ties to all non family female friends since it is Haram(prohibited) to have normal relations with them but that led my addiction to worsen I went from once a week to twice a day. Now I'm starting to recover more and more and I have been doing it around twice a week . But I feel like a walking contradiction since Im in the masjid with All the other religious men and I feel like a hypocrite plus what makes it worse that in the near future I'm going to start preaching with them. So I feel like a hypocrite being a religious person and interested in preaching while under the sheets I'm a addict. I really not sure what to do
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I'm male 16 and have been watching since the age of 13. I have tried multiple times to stop but just couldn't maximum I reached was 2 weeks. It all started when I broke with my 8th grade girlfriend since I was never affectionate to anyone before after we broke up I filled the gap she left with porn and I realized the more I have contact with actual women I recover faster but here is the problem. I'm Muslim and it has been around 3 months since I took religion as my top priority and one of the things I did was cut ties to all non family female friends since it is Haram(prohibited) to have normal relations with them but that led my addiction to worsen I went from once a week to twice a day. Now I'm starting to recover more and more and I have been doing it around twice a week . But I feel like a walking contradiction since Im in the masjid with All the other religious men and I feel like a hypocrite plus what makes it worse that in the near future I'm going to start preaching with them. So I feel like a hypocrite being a religious person and interested in preaching while under the sheets I'm a addict. I really not sure what to do