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Alot is being going on . Basically i am juggling between two startups , loosing friends and families over time , loosing myself overtime i dont remember what hobbies i had , some guy asked my what i do in freetime and i didnt had any answers, i cant sleep having all sorts of doubts , i actively looking for validation and attention , looking at others i feel jealous for not enjoying my time enough .

I feel there is a clock that running out . I want days to become 40hrs long so i can work more , small things are getting to me , i want to do something with my sorryass to achieve something (what exactly i dont know).

I am 25 and feel like wasting my youth but i feel like i am not working enough .

I feel like i am stuck in a loop . Help

Also i am loosing dependancy on others i dont like the way others work , i feel i can do it better .

I’m 25, live in kanpur , earn around 2L/month, stay with parents, no major responsibilities. Savings are decent. Social life is basically zero — no friends, no gf — so cars are kinda my thing right now.

Last year I picked up a Nissan Magnite (CNG) and a Honda City. City is nice, comfortable, but honestly feels underpowered sometimes. Weirdly, I enjoy blasting around on my scooty more than driving the Magnite or city.

Now my Instagram is just full of tuned BMW reels — sleeper builds, stage 1/2 tunes, all that. And I won’t lie, it’s getting to me 😅

I’m seriously considering selling the Magnite and getting a used BMW — something like a BMW 320d or maybe even stretch to a BMW 7 Series (older one obviously). Not looking for M or full performance models, just a clean sleeper build with some tuning for fun.

But I don’t want to look like I’ve lost it in front of my parents by burning money on a car. I’m not into buying new luxury cars either — feels like a waste, I’d rather go pre-owned and build it up.

What I actually want to know from people who’ve owned/own BMWs in India:

- Real yearly maintenance cost (not YouTube fantasy)

- Reliability of older 320d / 5 series / 7 series

- Cost of tuning (stage 1/2, basic mods)

- Hidden ownership headaches in tier-2 cities

- Is it even worth it at my income level or just a dumb ego move?

Basically — should I go for it or will this turn into a money pit + regret combo?

Looking for honest opinions, not hype 🙏