u/Juzik_Z

I don't believe in church more than 2 years and my parents know about it for a year. Sometimes we have arguments about it cause my parents think im dumb and etc. And last time when we talked he said if I don't want to move in church I should tell about it to my sisters and their families and it'll mean that I don't care about family, don't care about their health and etc. Before leaving my home I have few months, but hanging here is pretty tough

I just want to understand how to deal with guilt and how to last here for some time

I mean a love them but its complicated