u/Just_Me_1124

I can't let this go before saying this from the bottom of my heart.

I've never felt such clarity in any of my previous. I've always experienced ambiguity, self-doubt, fear of not being enough, or fear of being too much.

For the very first time, I was able to shine, as my true self, in your presence.

I never once questioned your feelings for me.

I questioned the timing. The impossibility of the situation. The circumstances. The duality. The destined, inevitable, perpetual silence.

I'm sorry for vanishing without saying a word. We both knew why I had to. We both knew why you told me what you told me.

I am ready to be fair, but I cannot be the only one holding the truth.