u/Jigsawl34

For preface I got out of bootcamp then was sent to ffg for a little, and now I am at A-School in Pensacola. I have never once in my life felt depressed in my life even thru boot camp I was relatively good. Something has changed though and I feel like something in me has died. I want to quit but I also feel like if I quit I am going to fuck my life up, but mentally I dont know if i can do all 4. I just need advice and to talk to someone online (Id feel like such a pussy going in person)

During bootcamp I got DQed for my sub rate and signed for regular IT, however when getting my orders they were still sending me to sub school so I am stuck at FFG. I turned in my orders with a signed copy of my new contract, how long does this take to fix? cause FFG seems very demoralizing