u/Jenn_FTW

I’ve been single for 7 years, and incredibly lonely. Been ghosted too many times to count. Nothing has ever worked out for me, it is what it is. A few weeks ago I met a really cool lady on Hinge, we chatted for a while and eventually went on a date. It was literally the best date I’ve ever had, it felt so effortless. There was great chemistry, I instantly knew I wanted to see her again.

At the end, we kind of awkwardly side hugged (*twice* lmfao), and 5 minutes later on the way home, she texted me saying she thought I was really cute and fun and she wishes she’d kissed me.

We scheduled another date for the next week (this Wednesday, tomorrow) and agreed we’d kiss then. It feels like it’s been a month since I’ve seen her, and I’ve been looking forward to this so much. Yesterday, unfortunately, she texts me saying she’s come down with something, and she’s feeling even sicker today. So it’s likely that our date is going to have to be canceled.

… but worse than that, now that *psychotic piece of shit* is about to start a nuclear war. And there’s a non-zero chance that we all get fucking glassed. And all I can think about is the fact that I never got that kiss, and I’m going to die alone… while knowing I met someone special, but not enough time for either of us to develop true feelings. And I’m just kinda spiraling a bit right now, y’all. I could really use a hug.