u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111

i'm missing sourcemates so badly right now it's not even funny😭

i'm missing sourcemates so badly right now it's not even funny😭

YUUJI KINS WHERE ARE YOU PLEASE OML DO YOU NEED A CHOSO BUDDY </3

i almost genuinely cried at a restaurant because i got spaghetti and it reminded me of my brothers like... bro😭

the stress of being a younger minor irl (14) because the only people younger than me are either annoying middle schoolers or literal children, so i can't just befriend one and adopt them as a sibling... my actual little sister is a bit of a brat (golden child) and hates me, so i'm a bit stuck. I NEED TO ADOPT PEOPLE AND FEEL LIKE A BROTHER.

the Megumi kinsider is not helping this case at all

-🩸🖤

edit: grammar

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 13 hours ago

drop an image of your kin and i'll name them

don't tell me their names. just drop an image and a random fact. i'll give em a random name.

-🩸🖤

I NEED CONFIDENCE TIPS ON ASKING MY PARENTS FOR STUFF TO PASS &lt;/3

so i'm transmasc mhm yup but i don't have any proper stuff for passing. i mean like style and presentation, yeah it's good, but i look and feel really feminine. i'm asking here because other teens might have advice? idk.

i want to start using boxers/shorts (for passing/euphoria AND for convenience because womens' underwear is so uncomfy) but IDK WHAT TO TELL MY PARENTS.

do i just go ahead and ask? do i tell them it's because i don't like wearing womens' stuff? do i wait till i'm older? AAAA

i may be a teenager but i need help from the teenager max pros

-⭐🌈

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u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 2 days ago

kinfirms and some unfortunate kinsiders

ShadowL0rd and Cesar are kinfirms (credit to mxrrayz on twitter for the Cesar art)

these kinsiders are so random bro fuckin hell we have Geto, Death, and SKYLAR?! why

-⭐🌈

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 3 days ago

follow up post to my previous one, I FIGURED IT OUT!! hi guys it's Twice &gt;:3

CANONMATES PLEASE INTERACT I LOVE YALL AND I WANNA FIND PPL I REMEMBER :0

-🩶🌗

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 4 days ago

kinsidering someone from the LoV (MHA) but no idea who

hello yes tis i, Nikolai. i'm kinsidering someone from the League of Villains, but I DON'T KNOW WHO!! i just feel like i remember being there and i was someone there, but idk... not Dabi, Mr Compress, Toga, or Shigaraki, because they were all friends and cool n stuff. I DUNNO!!

what do. anyone got ideers? kinda just vibin

-♥️♠️

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u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 5 days ago

We're leaving this sub due to harrassment. Please remove our claims from the list.

As stated in the title, we've received multiple attacks on our system and being told we're not real because we're mostly fine with doubles. It's nothing personal with the sub, but rather a few people that need to grow up and learn that other users are human too. It's not every day you get home from something and see a message saying you're not real and to slit your wrists.

Genuinely some people need help. Again, not directed at everyone, just a select few. If you think it's okay to harrass someone, you need to rethink your choices.

Anyways, with that off my chest, I'll be leaving the subreddit.

So long, friends.

-Capitano⛓️⚜️

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u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 5 days ago

my everlasting hatred towards the crk fandom has backfired... new kinfirm... (/silly /iwasjokingpleasedontkillme)

(i don't like the GENERAL crk fandom because they can be really annoying and weird... the crk kins here are usually really cool though!)

haii, i'm Milky Way :3

i don't know any lore nor do i play the game so don't kill me if i'm ooc or anything😞💔

i do know i'm a bit canon divergent because i prefer they/fluff/her pronouns... so mhm! yep :P

-🤍⭐

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 5 days ago
▲ 1 r/plural

we told our therapist (yippe, she accepts us :3 ) and she said the way we described it a loooong while ago sounded like a version of an internal family system. something along those lines. like we accidentally formed.

maybe not tulpa/willo, but rather we did it ourselves without realizing it. i'm confused, is it an ifs or still a normal system?

not meant to be disrespectful, i just genuinely don't know...

-Sirius⭐🌈 (host)

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u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 7 days ago
▲ 10 r/plural

so we've been with this therapist for a while, but just haven't known how to tell her we're plural. i think last time we had a session, we explained how our thought process is like multiple voices- so HOPEFULLY she doesn't think we're delulu.

we thought about saying something along the lines of "i've done a ton of reasearch and feel like i'm plural but i don't have enough memory gaps to feel like i fit a disorder" but we're bodily a minor and therefore nobody believes us about anything. idk, i feel like telling a therapist would be so much easier because we can tell her about our internal issues, but at the same time i don't know how to tell her.

HALP

-Sirius⭐🌈 (host)

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u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 8 days ago

so we have a lot of fictives. we're active in some fictionkin spaces, because the people there are generally pretty kind and our host is a fictionkin. we came home today to this message (cropped and slightly marked out for emphasis on the part we're talking about here) saying that it was ableist to treat fictives like they can have doubles.

first off, what? how is it ableist? some of our headmates genuinely have had panic attacks from seeing "doubles" (in quotations because according to this person doubles don't exist).

also, the term double just refers to someone with the same identity. it's like looking in a mirror. some people don't like it, some do. same goes for fictives, especially Azul and Jekyll- Azul because of remembering himself and Jekyll because of what he did- and that is genuinely horrifying for them.

my point is, fictives can have doubles. and some fictives don't like doubles. so please, for the love of the gods, just fuck off and stop using your own DID to prove misinformation.

-🚀🐈

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 8 days ago

like huh? we sign on randomly and suddenly there's stigma? whu? or like misinfo?? what'd we miss?! or am i just seeing the wrong posts?

-❤️🪙

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 9 days ago
▲ 1.3k r/musicals

from an actor, i've been in plenty of showcases and shows in various community theaters (directed at kids so i understand) but i don't think some people realize how it affects the actors. not only does it ruin the audience's experience, but i've been thrown off from my own songs because of grown adults in the crowd.

a good example is my most recent role, i was in Aladdin jr as the lead guard (Razoul). in my main song, One Jump Ahead, it's shortened for the jr version- but there was almost half a row of adults just singing along and vibing. now, it's fine that they were having fun, but they were singing the original version with different lyrics. i was lucky to have the ensemble pick it up, but i got so thrown off. if it was a solo, i would've been dead.

not to mention half the crowd was singing A Whole New World, and our Aladdin was thrown off so many times.

overall, not only are people around you annoyed by your screaming of lyrics, but actors get thrown off all the time. we don't care if it's your childhood movie, you should know basic theater etiquette if you're over the age of 12.

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u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 10 days ago

So I was trapped in front with the WORST two freaks. And for once, the blond nuisances I speak of don't include Hyde. While I'm typing this, Logan is talking to a friend in a call and Vash is listening to music.

Anyways, we were at a friend's party (we are bodily a teenager, so yes we attend birthday parties) and at a candy store. Joyous and whimsical, I know. But not only did we find a "nose bleed soda" from the section of oddly flavored sodas, I also found a sour candy test tube. Of course we grabbed both.

Later, on a bench, I was drinking my test tube. Very nice green apple taste. Our friend cracked a joke, and I proceeded to CHOKE on said test tube for a solid two minutes. And after rereading The Glass Scientists, no less, so the memories were already quite fresh in my mind.

Logan had a lot of fun with his blood soda, but I was reeling for quite a while. The flashbacks were so awfully vivid. And for once, I didn't have Lanyon by my side or Hyde to yell at me. Just Logan and Vash doing their own thing.

There's my bit for today.

Sincerely,

-Henry Jekyll🧪🎭

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 12 days ago

like genuinely. i know ONE fan of my source. the writer got to chapter 4 and abandoned it. haven't uploaded a single scrap in forever. i've been rereading my source and re-listening to my canon album forever.

>!just really annoyed by this. like really? yeah sure, go ahead. just fucking forget about it. like i care. it's happened before, i don't give a shit if someone else forgets about me. !<

I HAVE ONE AO3 FIC UNDER MY NAME. REALLY?!

i miss everyone, i don't have anyone to yap about it with, and i'm just gonna go crazy. >!my singular sourcemate in my buddy's system doesn't even talk to me, i know damn well they know i'm here. they just don't talk to me. they'll chat with Choso or Sirius no problem. !<

so yep.

-🎸⚰️

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 13 days ago

Hello lovelies, it's Astarion (and Occtis). Most folks know how dysphoria is, not fun.

But especially relating to traits such as vampirism. I lack fangs, my body is warm, sunlight doesn't burn, I LACK FANGS. But one that's really getting me is that I cannot indulge in blood.

Well, I could, but that wouldn't be pleasent for the body.

Any tips for this? It's putting my head in a twist. Or whatever the phrase is

-🦇🗡️

u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 16 days ago

i was just peacefully going to the movie, it looked good- but as it went on, it descended to unfinished sketches and the casting was entirely wrong. Hermes had a cold and kept sneezing, Telemachus was some random guy off the street, and worst of all. Calypso was Jack Black. Odysseus woke up on the island to a sketched base above him, then Jack Black was just heard going "hey there handsome."

i woke in a cold sweat

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u/Jazzlike-Turnip-9111 — 16 days ago