u/Jayishere420

So I accidentally came across old messages between my wife and her friend which I didn't know existed. I just seen she was messaging while we were together and after all this time I figured I would've known about him. A argument breaks out I give her my phone nothing I check her phone and turns out a guy I did know about apparently her and him used to do stuff. Then I find out they still have pics and videos of eachother. I can't sleep now and can't get the images out of my head. I just want it to stop to the point where I don't care if I die.