u/Jason_sthatam

My husband has an infertility problem. He is a great person, he loves me and treats me very well, he is my best friend and a person that I love so much. Before we got married we found out that he have infertility problem, and it is impossible to be treated by the doctor. After that I told him that having children is very important for me, so we agreed to have a child with a donor sperm from the sperm bank. But after we got married, he changed his mind, because he discussed it with his parents, and decided that he doesn't want to do it, because his parents convinced him that he shouldn't have a child that is not genetically related to him, and because of religion he and his families think that it is not biblically right to do it. We thought about adoption, but the process is too complicated and too expensive for us. I will always support him and love him no matter what happens in life, and I respect his decision and I don't want to force him to do something that he doesn't want to do. But how do I deal with feeling depressed about it and feeling empty inside almost everyday ?