I(15m) have been stressing out over my (15f) girlfriend and whether or not I want to stay with her.
Me and my girlfriend met last year during the second semester of freshman year, and we started dating towards the summer. I always promised her that I would never leave her no matter. But lately, I’ve started to kind of lose feeling for her, idk why I feel this way and it makes me feel horrible because she is very insecure about herself and is constantly asking me if I love her the same, which yes, I still love her but sometimes I just don’t want to be with her anymore. And it’s not that she’s a bad person or anything it’s just this relationship is very tiring for me and I’ve been trying my best. She is a very needy person, and is always trying to get my attention, I can be doing something simple like playing a game with my friends or doing chores and she’ll start breaking down thinking I’m ignoring her or that I hate her and idk why she has to be like this with me it’s horrible that it makes me think like this. She suffers from depression and I always try my best to help her out but no matter what I do or say nothing ever helps her, and I feel like this plus all the things we’ve done together make me scared to ever leave her. I just want her to be happy even if it’s with someone else and I feel like I’m constantly adding on to her problems.
Sorry if this doesn’t make any sense I’m still trying to wrap my head around this. I’ve been considering trying to go on a break with her but I can only imagine how bad things would go for her, especially with her being suicidal and having a past of hurting herself, I don’t want anything like that happening again if I leave her.