Understand things / thoughts vs Explaining what i understand..
Throughout my life majority of what i come across i am able to understand it very rapidly.. one simple benchmark is/was class fellows / coworkers.. Compared to them i would be making use of the newly acquired knowledge much faster...
Then comes the part to explain ..
true mastery of a subject allows you to break down complex ideas into simple, intuitive concepts
So this is something i struggled with through my life ..
i would be so confident i understand something well and then comes time to explain the concept to someone else.. Now either i will struggle with words or once i have done explaining the concept.. even to myself the explanation was not as comprehensive or clear as the confidence in my own understanding was..
Memory.. I know my short term memory specially memory recall is weak.. i "know" a lot more than someone else explaining the concept.. more details.. more connecting points.. more unique insights.. but in the moment i cannot recall these details i "know"..
My thought process of way or learning.. Another thing i have realised i ofcourse look, feel, think/process things way differently than others.. I have somehow trained my brain to filter out lots of things and focus on just bits and pieces of presented information to come to conclusions... this is one key factor in being "fast" at synthesizing information, coming up with ideas and specially figuring out how to utilize the new knowledge..
I have started to pay attention to what i am thinking when i am absorbing new knowledge and beginning realize (have not fully figured this out yet..) that i dont try to make sense of things in my head,,, lay a foundation.. and make some organized structured thought process..
Because i dont learn to explain things.. thats not the "Reason" i learn.. nor is explaining a big part of my daily routine.. i struggle to elaborate my reasoning in a casual conversation with friends / coworkers,, The struggle is more internal as most people are not subject matter experts anyways and dont usually catch on to the flaws and gaps in the logic..
there is a lot more to this but this much will suffice for now.. anyone else struggle with something similar? and has someone else figured out how to either learn differently or present their thoughts/knowledge more simply/clearly.