u/Iseekknwlge

Iam 23 M and a recent graduate,

There’s always these things keep going in my head and iam stuck with this and slightly depressed

I don’t know what happened to me , i have low self esteem issues and i feel scared for my age ,with future, all my childhood friends are growing well i feel insecure and stuck , always find things mechanical or kind of logical working world or just don’t find interest in things now a days , always think of a situation that how would i do that being an adult, where i compare with those who do well that are known to me , get hurt
always looking at my lows , i feel envy about how others are doing well , I struggle everyday
And also a mny is also stress factor
Where due to this i fight and inner criticism with thoughts where I dream big and than will I deserve those things being this type of person really

And i keep questioning life and overthinking after this i will be happy
After that I will be happy, fck when that day will come , days pass with having so much disappointments, handling responsibilities talking to others with clearly, and i have worries and fears about people betray me i can’t trust anyone easily,

And my parents are getting aged , i feel like iam not well fitted in this bad world and iam physically and mentally a weak person,

I keep questioning life and fears about future how will i handle everything where Iam struggling normal elderly living , can’t able to enjoy any activities and will be in thinking always

I do things and there’s a internal voice
What next what after this ,

when i will be happy

seeking genuine answers please help for god sake !!! 😔😔

Anyone in vijaynagar Bangalore

Church street tomorrow eve !!

Can anyone help with this ?

Any Part time jobs in blore inside mall to get some pocket money ?

Up for real conversation chats dm

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I am bored and feel lonely with less connection