Hello All. Long-time lurker here. I (Ron, Primary host) am facing way too many things, and I can't keep doing it. We can't pay rent, struggling to keep up with bills, struggling to manage health issues, my mobility has only gotten worse over the past few months, struggling to manage schoolwork, trying to get everything ready to start a job that may or may not trigger us again, and this is on top of living in a place that is daily triggering our PTSD. Our partner just got home from being admitted to the hospital for almost a week and had to quit their job because of it. Money is nonexistent. We just moved here and don't know anyone. Our family can't help us.
The only alter who wants to help is the destructive one. As much as I love her, I am terrified every time she fronts alone. Everyone else fronts for so little that it doesn't seem like I can get a break. We are 13 alter strong, but I feel lonelier than I did as a singlet. I need a break, but I can't seem to catch one. I am actually crying, and that has been nearly impossible for us to do for years...