I don’t know what to do.
Im kinda screaming out for help here. I am incredibly lonely. I don’t have much friends, and I don’t have a partner. I’ve been lonely for a long time. Not just recently, but for a couple of years with a few times my life didn’t feel like this. I honestly don’t think I will find a friend group or a partner. The last partner I had, (Two years ago), Left me for her Ex. I tried my hardest to be the best person for her, and for everyone else, but its just not ever enough. Im also not very attractive, and I think im going to end up alone for the rest of my life. I have so much love I want to give. So much I want to give and make with. But because my face isn’t as good as my personality, I won’t ever get that. And I think I deserve that in a way. I think Im just meant to be used. Why would anyone want a short ugly guy like me anyways? I feel like im meant to be used and replaced. Everybody does that to me. Use, Abandon, repeat. The same cycle. Im not meant for love or anything. I think im just going to die alone, like I always feared of. Maybe im wasting time typing this, But I don’t know what to do. Thank you If you read this. At least someone gave me a glance.