u/Intrepid-Zucchini-51

So my fiance (25m) and I (26f) have been in a relationship for about a year. We got engaged about 6 months in and for some context when we got engaged, we ultimately decided it would be better for me to quit my job and start traveling with him full time as he travels full-time for his job. We are in hotels or away from home 50 weeks out of the year and we have 2 weeks at the end of the year for the holidays to go see friends and family. Shortly after I quit my job and started traveling with him. I found out that he was talking to women online primarily on only fans, various social medias. I confronted him and I was like this needs to stop. This is cheating. It's not okay and I tried to give him the benefit of the doubt simply because I know this is his first relationship and now as far as I know that has stopped given he could have gotten just way better at hiding it. But now the big issue is porn. I see it on his web history almost everyday and it's it's getting to the point where I genuinely think he has an addiction that he just refuses to and or he just doesn't see it as an addiction because this has led to our sex life being non-existent because he doesn't initiate and I have just felt so unattractive that I have lost interest in initiating. And I feel stuck because obviously since we travel I don't have a job. We fully rely on his income and I don't have any friends or family that could help. That was a big reason. We decided this would be the best thing to do because I was about to lose my apartment due to a really bad roommate situation. I just don't know what to do because I feel like I have brought this up so many times to him and I just don't think it's clicking and it is not really as simple as I could just leave because it would leave me in a really bad position. I also have animals in his family's care. All my stuff is with his family. I need some advice on how to even start dealing with this

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u/Intrepid-Zucchini-51 — 7 days ago