u/Internet_surfer_334

Im holding onto my grades for dear life so it hasn’t gotten my grades yet, and some of these classes are pretty interesting. I feel like ppl only want to be my partner in school, but never want to interact with me outside of it. I have no real friends, I can’t have a serious conversation with anyone in my friend group. I don’t share a lunch period with anyone in my friend group. I have never had a boyfriend. I have almost had a boyfriend many times. I think guys would like me better if I didn’t limp (had a brain injury when I was a baby). I could have been so pretty if I didn’t walk weird. I’d like to think that I don’t walk that abnormally, but I’m not sure. Lwk my chem teacher knows me better than any of my friends do. I feel like everyone is passing me by, and I am not a pillar in anyone’s life. Theres this one guy and I can’t even tell if he likes me or not. I don’t trust myself with anything social.