The house is a mess....
Living like this is so hard. I can't find a place to do my schoolwork, activities and so on. The only place I can work on is the kitchen table that I have to first clean and push away all the stuff to the other side. The only place I can rest is my bed, there I can actually control how clean it is. The enviroment is just scattered with stuff like clothes - many many clothes piled on top eachother in almost every room, broken electronics on the floor and in old boxes, buckets or plastic. Recently tried to clean my room, made some progress that I was somewhat proud of. Earlier my dad went to my room and ask how many days I've been cleaning and he ask that because its still dirty. Like I've been cleaning and still haven't made progress. Well I asked what has he cleaned and he responded back saying he's been working and doing something while I'm just here doing nothing (summer break). I asked how am I supposed to clean with all the clothes and he said take out the clothes outside. Then it ended, and I was so f#ing angry and sad because after its out what am I supposed to do trash it? If I don't it will look like trash outside. It rains one day - moldy, piss and poop. Also it's so annoying he doesn't help us, does his own thing, doesn't talk to me, my siblings and my mother. The only times he talks is when he has something to say. There is no communication with him to any of us yet he can still say this hurtful and useless things to us.