u/InternationalStar988

I’ve been purging since my mom took away my blades and lighters, so now this is my only way of destroying myself without anyone finding out.

People will look at me and scoff if anyone ever even tried to imply I have an eating disorder since I’m a fat, ugly, lazy sack of shit.

I know no matter how much I purge I will never lose weight, but I still found it soothing in a way.

I wish I was flatter, I wish I could be considered valid for who I am.

But I acknowledge that nobody would ever care, so why should I care either at this point?