u/Internal_Light_9925

This is just a rant so don't except any punctuation

I've had strabismus(exotropia) since I was 5, living with it has been hell. Through out my entire life I've been bullied and teased by my peers, everytime I've been on a date they've said my eyes are either ugly, off-putting or straight up disgusting, I'm also from a relatively poor country so the correction surgery would be super expensive, I've been cutting myself since i started highschool(2 years ago) and slowly my mental state has just gotten worse and I've just decided I should kill my self, I can't live like this anymore.