u/InternalActive1346

She had an "Ocean of Love" for him

But he was scared of water

This happened around 4 in the morning, but I’m only sharing it now at

So yeah, it’s 4 in the morning and technically my birthday just started.

I had plans for this day. I even came on a trip with friends yesterday—to celebrate, explore, and make it special.

But instead of enjoying it, I’m sitting here crying for someone.

And somehow, it feels like this pain is a gift from me to myself… a reminder of how deeply I love him.

The weird part? It’s not like he’s far away. She's literally just other side.

And still, it feels like there’s a distance I created myself.

It’s not that I don’t love him. I love him a lot. That’s exactly why I’m here, why this hurts so much, and why I don’t want to lose him.

But somewhere, my own communication messed things up between us.

Right now, it’s hitting me hard. I can’t breathe properly, my eyes are red, my hands and feet feel cold.

And the worst part is knowing that this situation… I played a role in creating it.

Still, I’m not giving up. I’ll try my best to fix things.

I just didn’t expect my birthday to feel like this. But .,..