I really need support and advice. I have a young child with a man that I’ve grown to hate. We used to fight all the time and now it just feels awkward and lonely and like we don’t even care enough to work through problems. He likes to avoid difficult conversations now and I just have this gut feeling that he lowkey hates me. He “does” the right things, help with baby, cleans and helps cook, but I just don’t feel genuinely loved or cherished. The birthday cards he writes me feel empty and hollow even though others may think they’re sweet.
I just can’t picture how to go about breaking up and custody battles while our baby is barely a year old. SOS what do I do?
I’m fine staying in this for my baby’s sake but I’m sad the next 17 years of my life will be romantically wasted on him.
TLDR: should I stay for baby even tho I’m miserable