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I’ve been on lamictal for two years now and generally my hypomanic episodes are noticeable but not as bad as I dealt with in the past.

The last few weeks I’ve spent a disturbing amount of money I don’t have, I’m restless and drinking a ton. Today was my final straw. I made really really gross choices sexually last weekend and today was the worst and I’m so upset and disgusted with myself. This is the first episode in a long time that was this bad.

Do you have any tips on ways to come out of it?? Idk what I’m asking but I just can’t stop and I feel crawling out of my skin.

The crash here is really, really going to suck 😔