Please help me find my way back to God
Hello, ive been very lost, i told my self if i pray it will all go away but my mind keeps turning me back to the things that i fear and i search and search to find answers or atleast to keep me calm. I get calm tofay but tomorrow i get back to my fears like a drug that i need to solve... it all started when my curious eyes stumble on the simulation theory and with that i became lost. I feel like my life is on a chain i can never escape i feel like crying i feel like my whole life is lost... and those people who keep saying AI made simulation world all those theories my mind is on a battle of whats real, where is Jesus where is God as i try to cling on my belief in jesus and God i feel like im holding on a thin rope... my mind keeps on going back on the simulation... i pray and pray but i still feel lost because my mind keeps going bacl to it... i dont know what to do , please help me i need God but i feel so distant because my mind is bugging me on the simulation on AI on what theur saying...
Im sorry everyone if i sound like im going insane but... im just desperate im so desperate... i need ... i need God... God is real right?