Can't believe my parents thought pressuring me to go to the gym would cure my ED
"It'll build muscle & burn calories so you feel hungrier!!!"
Mom I'm literally anorexic 😭😭
(Meanwhile I went from eating one meal a day of whatever made me happy to tracking everything I eat to maximise my protein-calorie intake.) Not to play the blame game here—I know this is all my fault—but like c'mon you REALLY couldn't see this coming?
Everything hurts all I eat are egg whites and protein powder (that I custom-made to maximise protein and give me minerals and electrolytes etc so I can eat <x cals a day and maybe not die.) Like who does that?? I'm insane. This is insane. I'm so mad at myself right now.
Im so tired all the time and I’m failing all my classes because all I do is sleep and I can’t even think straight because my brain is literally running off of nothing. All I think about is being smaller now—but hey, I finally listened after all these years, I'm being "healthy" about it now.