u/Independent-Rip-9268

11 days since I have used any substances. I am so depressed. I have never felt like this. I just want to crawl into a hole. I have no motivation. I’m good for a chore or two the last few days.

I have never dealt with depression before. I have always been go go go. I don’t want to leave my bed. I hate myself for ever doing this damn drug.

I got sober off crack and h about a decade ago and do not remember my paws being bad like this. Maybe they were and I just forgot