I'm sorry that I needed to disappear for a while. You know about my previous mistake that had an emotional hold over me, filling me with anger and distrust. I wanted to protect what we had from those gross feelings, I couldn't bear to sully your life with my garbage. Well darlin', Mama took the garbage out finally. I've missed you this entire time, and I know you looked for me at least once. I'm sorry I wasn't there, I wasn't ready yet. The sense of peace that I feel now reminds me of the peace I felt when we were together, but now no terrible nagging thoughts of awful people from my recent past. So those uncomfortable feelings that had absolutely nothing to do with you whatsoever, have finally faded.
I hope this finds you, but I fear it won't because this isn't the platform we met. Regardless if we find one another again or not, I do wish you to have happiness, love and the adoration that you deserve. You're a wonderful, beautiful man that showed me a sincere kindness and beauty that I'll never forget.
I hope we will find each other again one day.
\-Ethereal G